This might be a tragedy ~ Supernatural

This is not a love story.

It never was, and it never will be. Because love, romantic love, isn't allowed to play the lead role like that. We don't have time for that shit. We've got monsters to fight and apocalypses to deal with.

This is not a love story

A tragedy, maybe. A classic one, not the Romeo and Juliet kind. Maybe just a little bit. Because all you did was loving me, and all it did was tearing us apart.

This is not a love story

And now I'm lying in the cold, bleeding, and alone. You are not here, not because you left, for once, but because I did, even though I promised not to let you go out of my sight - afraid you'd go flying away again. Still, I did. Because we were screaming. Because we were fighting.
Heat of the moment.
Sammy would laugh if he heard me phrasing it like that.
Or cry. I'm not sure. I would cry, in his place. I would scream and break things and never listen to that song ever again.

At least he doesn't have to watch me dying now.

This is not a love story

We are not allowed.

Oh, I am not stupid. I know what I'm feeling. I know what's going on, but it doesn't matter. Not anymore.

This is not a love story

Still, some stupid, selfish part of me wishes you were here to prove me wrong.