just a really sad poem (zelf geschreven ik wist niet eens dat ik hem had XD)

People keep pushing me where I don’t want to be
And because of all that I don’t feel like me
People don’t know I feel like this
But they don’t know who the real me is

Sometimes I want to tell them really bad
But I can’t and they become mad
Because they don’t know what’s inside of me
Only the outside and that’s as fake as can be

I never show when I’m sad
People don’t understand me and think I’m mad
But if they had the chance to look into my head
They’ll feel the pain in my heart

Deep down I’m struggling with my past
The time when everything was moving so fast
But I can’t cry about it
I’ve spend too much tears on it

People don’t get why I can’t cry in company
But they don’t know my history
That part of me is still blurry
And I don’t want people to worry

The truth is I’ve been bullied since I’m four years old
Because I’m different but that doesn’t need to be told
So leave me alone just let me be
And maybe one day I’ll show the world the real me

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