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I just really wanted to sleep.
What was the expression again? Bone deep? Something very thoroughly or deeply felt. It didn’t quite do justice to what I felt while regaining some of my senses, at least enough to state I was aware of certain things, like the ache ruling every muscle making up my body, or the way warmth was slowly seeping back into my limbs, or the fact that ‘bone deep’ did not really do justice to the exhaustion weighing down on me, now did it? Marrow deep, soul deep, essence deep; like I had been built from it and so would never be able to shake it. I knew I would, had proven I could, had done it before. Too many times I had and still there was that stupidly naive hope this would be the last time I’d have to fight it. Almost never alone though. Yes, I was growing aware of certain things. Someone's body heat bleeding through layers of clothes to soak into icy skin, a steady heartbeat to focus on, sure fingers massaging my scalp and mussing up an undoubtedly tangled mop of hair as they tried to soothe. Maybe it was because I was still so out of it or maybe it was because he wasn’t done torturing me yet, but for a fraction of time I could swear it was forest and oil and metal I smelled instead of sage and rosemary and so many other herbs it blocked out all else---for a fraction of time I could recall exactly that hum in my chest I hadn’t felt for months now. A fraction of time and it was gone and that hum hadn’t been there at all and there was no forest or oil or metal and there was no moon. There was no moon. I just really wanted to sleep. |
Marrow deep, soul deep, essence deep
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7 jaar geledenOh boy those guys look pretty dang hot. Perhaps I'll give it a chance, but probably after I'm done with my testweek, ugh.
I think Dan Brown might just be my favorite writer ever, although Suzanne Collins is not too bad either. I'm also a pretty big John Green fan and overall a psychological thriller-fan. So hit me with your best shot if you have any ideas what to read haha.
Well right back at you! It's been a while since I had this kind- or any kind actually- of a conversation on Q, you know. I really had to focus on my study since i'm doing a course to become an English teacher, and believe me, the workload is h to the uge. And I actually should be doing and internship twice a week now, but since my school didn't arrange a place for me to tag along, I only have school three days a week. The other days are use to catch up on homework, so don't think I'm slacking in any way.
I think I will have to read over some bits of my chapters, but I will send you some as soon as I'm confident enough to let someone else read it haha. I tend to get quite self-conscious when I let someone else read my stuff. I have no problems with posting it on Q back in the days since there is a bit more anonymity, but when someone directly asks you to read something you wrote, things get personal.
So please be gentle.But yeah, as I said I am doing a course to become an English teacher, first year. I did two years of journalism before this, but I found out that that wasn't really my thing. I figured that I wanted to become something very specific, as in- become the filmmaker at 'BBN op reis' for example, but as you might know, chances are really really really small. So I dropped it, and went with my second choice of course, becoming an English teacher. And about the drowning in homework thing, I think everyone has it at my course at the moment haha.
*Chants 'we're all in this together' in the background*
Anyway enough about me. You said you don't go to school anymore, so do you have a job?
By the way I read your first chapter of 'About Kings and Queens' and girl you rocked it! It was exactly something I would expect from a person like you (this is a compliment). Very well put-together and very well-structured sentences. I really like your way of writing.
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hahahaha ja dude, ik denk die kans kan ik niet laten schieten
en u deserve it! Je schrijft echt heel goed!
7 jaar geledenOh darn, Loki, check. Tate, check. Stiles, check. Haven't seen the others though, can you recommend Hemlock Grove? It looks awesome.
7 jaar geledenI would be honoured to be in a movie directed by Spielberg haha. But if it were to be a book I would like to have it written by Dan Brown because I'm a sucker for his works. Boy if only that were true.
I must say that I didn't really have a choice back then when I so-called 'vanished' haha. Things were bad and I had to take some time for myself, otherwise, things would have gone even worse. It's quite similar to what your friend is going through, not being able to see the bright sides anymore and ending up in a seemingly endless spiral of negativity. But to be brutally honest with you, I'm not all too well, yet. Getting better for sure but def not where I want to be yet.
But let's not talk about that. Writing is what I'm here for anyway, so yeah. I'm an old-school writer so I write most of my stories on paper, so that's where they are. I had the cover of one of my stories online but I took if offline because I didn't want to put that pressure on myself, y'know. Like when I post a prologue or just the cover I feel pressured to write and I just didn't have that time back then. So I kept them for myself. But if you want to read some, I would love to send you some, just to get some pro-tips (hehe).
Talking about bedtime, I should get out by now. I have heaps of homework left and so many things to do *screams internally*.
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Oh gosh, 3 years ago remember? Maybe I'll finish it, or I'll start again. We'll see.
7 jaar geledenBad boys do have this aura of, I don't know, mystery around them right? I never was the lovey dovey kind of girl and well, good boys don't fit that curriculum so. DRACO. And bad boys overall, like you said. :')
And I think you will do a great job converting your imagination about Draco into your story. Have faith and don't be afraid to write? At least that's what my friends always told me, there are no limits to your imagination so don't let your ideas be restricted in your stories. So just write, how absurd it might look. Idek what you should do with this information haha.
About my vanishing, huh? Sounds like a nice title; 'The midnight vanishing of Maddie'. Or sht.
Anyway- I got a boyfriend. And he was in my class back then. But he got depressed, and since I had been depressed for about half a year before that I got sucked right back in and I had to take care of me myself and I at that moment. So sadly enough I had to quit Q for quite some time. So think of it as a school-drama-boyfriend-drama-thing. Yeah that's two dramas in there. But I'm feeling better now, school is kind of on track and I have a stable relationship with another guy. I'd say pretty good but I don't want to jinx things.
I do actually have two stories I'm working on right now, both OP. One is a twist on a love story and one is a murder mystery from the pov of the murderer. In that one, my inner murderer/bad girl really shines through. *Insert evil laugh here* Furthermore I read some stuff, yours for example haha. I was reading Consumed too though, wasn't that one yours as well? I'm reading some OP but not too much and I think that's about it. I'm busier with writing.
Hell yeah comments are important! And thoughtful ones even more!
Alright I'm going to leave it like this because my message is becoming way too long but hey don't blame me, you're nice to talk to. c:
HA Slytherins never say sorry! But you're forgiven, my dear. Just this once. If you promise to make About Kings & Queens a masterpiece. *wbw*
7 jaar geledenI did read Changing the Seasons up until I think chapter 50? 52? Anyhow the part where Draco *drool*, Spring and Autumn find their father and Winter gets sacrificed by Nathaniël. Or something. I don't remember too well, it was 3 years ago or so? Don't judge. My life just got like really really busy and I literally vanished from Q for about half a year. So yeah. I left a few stories unfinished but when I look at them now I laugh my ass off. Stupid stories from the mind of a sixteen-year-old fangirl with no depth. at. all.
I'll try to be a good commenter, though. I always try to put some effort in a comment. I mean- I know how much I like to get comments, so yeah. What goes around comes around.
And that universe gif- I stole it from someone's Tumblr haha. No regrets. But it's pretty, non?