How I feel right now :(

The emptyness is back,

But more powerful than ever,
Perhaps, I will endure this forever,


But I refuse to be a medicine
His medicine


Love is the cure to his irrideemable gloom
But together we will not bloom, it’s only ment to be doomed


A heart bleeding rejection, what would otherwise become far from perfection..
There was only just a little knowlegde, impossible to bond


But now this is all beyond.

Yet I more lonley than ever before..
That little beautiful thing that I miss so much, will be forever ignored

That what used to warm up my heart, what I adored,
ended for the best, but I’m ever since, I feel the pain on my heart, on my chest.

but what hurts me the most is
His shallow love won’t work, he is just too blind to see…
And because of that, he cannot understand that he is dear to me