Thoughts

Its almost midnight
I'm laying in my bed
I'm trying to keep away
The negative toughts spinning in my head

It's my fault
I'm doing everything wrong
These toughts keep apearing
Like a replaying song

Why do we live like this
Why are we here
Why do these toughts keep coming
I just want my mind to be clear

I just want to fall asleep
But my mind seems to be fully awake
Blaming myself for everything
How long is this going to take

The next morning
I think I feel less sad
But when my alarm goes off
I just can't get out off bed

I fall back asleep
Waking up an hour to late
Thinking about the day
And knowing that people will go and hate

But in the end
I really need to force myself out of bed
To go and start a new day
While already knowing what torture I'm gonna get

I wear a pretty fake smile
During the day
So all my friends and family
Will think everything is okay

But they can't see the inside
The inside of my head
The demons that live there
How angry they can get

How I need to push myself to go to school
How I need to drag myself trough the day
How I need to face all these demons
How I need to pretend everything is okay

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