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Oh, hallo daar! Welkom in mijn layout shop! Het is alweer een tijdje terug sinds ik laatst zo'n soort topic heb beheerd, maar aangezien ik de laatste tijd belachelijk veel layouts heb gecreëerd, leek het me een poging waard. Ik maak layouts voor profielen, roleplay personages en stories. Vraag gerust aan, maar lees wel eerst de gebruiksaanwijzingen! MINIMALISM      IS      DEAD!! LONG LIVE TACKY EXTRAVAGANCE!! WAT IK NODIG HEB VAN JOU: Nu zijn mijn layouts gratis, maar ik heb wel een richting nodig om te weten waar je naar op zoek bent. Het invullen van het onderstaande kan me daar hopelijk mee helpen. STORY LAYOUTS Vul het lijstje onder de spoiler in en comment dat. x      Wat is de titel van je verhaal, en moet die erop? x      Welk genre is je verhaal? x      Wat is de flaptekst die je erop wilt? x      Als je flaptekst kort en out of context is, waar gaat je verhaal over? (Zodat ik dit mogelijk kan verwerken in de sfeer) x      Is er nog overige tekst die erop moet? (Quotes, waarschuwingen, etc.) x      Wat voor sfeer wil je graag? x      Zijn er plaatjes die er persé op moeten? (Zoals bijvoorbeeld een cover) x      Zo niet, wat voor plaatjes zou je graag willen? x      Hoe extravagant moet de layout zijn? (Simpel, gemiddeld, of extreem?) CHARACTER FILE LAYOUTS Vul het lijstje onder de spoiler in en comment dat. (Also ik houd van je) x      Geef me het lijstje dat je gemaakt hebt met alle tekst erin. (Naam, leeftijd, persoonlijkheid, etc.) Ik kan dit niet voor je schrijven, ik kan het alleen ordenen. x      Heb je een faceclaim? Zo ja, wie? (Als je alleen een paar plaatjes hebt zonder naam, kun je deze ook bijvoegen) x      Wat zijn quotes die ik bij zou kunnen voegen? (Als je niks specifieks hebt, kun je me een algemene richting geven) x      Wat voor kleurenschema wil je? x      Wat voor sfeer/aesthetic moet ik gebruiken? x      Zijn er specifieke plaatjes die erin moeten? x      Hoe extravagant moet de layout zijn? (Simpel, gemiddeld, of extreem?) (Hoe langer je file, hoe extravaganter ik de layout kan maken) PROFILE LAYOUTS Vul het lijstje onder de spoiler in en comment dat. x      Wat zijn een aantal thema's die je graag op je profiel zou hebben? x      Wat is tekst die je er graag op zou hebben? (Zoals bijv. een introductie of quotes) x      Zijn er specifieke plaatjes die je erop zou willen hebben? x      Zo nee, wat voor sfeer wil je graag? x      Hoe extravagant moet de layout zijn? (Simpel, gemiddeld, of extreem?) (Hoe meer tekst ik heb, hoe extravaganter ik je profiel kan maken) LONG LIVE BAD TASTE!!

VOORBEELDEN VAN MIJN LAYOUTS: [Onder de spoiler.]

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Ik moet ooit echt deze beginpost vervangen want dit is zo oud (': En deze naam die ik ooit had is ook niet echt.... Wat ik nu zou willen hahahaha verdomme

[ bericht aangepast op 29 sep 2025 - 22:30 ]

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."

inktzwart schreef:
@ChiIdhood

alsjeblieft, voor jou!!

i felt my existence was tainted,
in some subtle but essential way
if we were villains - M.L. Rio
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wauw dankjewel! ben er echt heel blij mee (:

en ohoh goudstaven haha

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het is Schoonheid zelf op zichzelf eeuwig eenvormig met zichzelf [Plato, Symposium, 211b]

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[ bericht aangepast op 30 aug 2023 - 18:10 ]

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."

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[ bericht aangepast op 30 aug 2023 - 18:11 ]

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."

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[ bericht aangepast op 30 aug 2023 - 18:11 ]

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."

NAME: ♱ ♱ FIRST NAME: ALIAS: Lachlan L ♱ ♱ From the land of lakes Roman numeral for 50 Lachlan doesn't know his last name, or if "Lachlan" is even really his name, but he likes the ring of it. He also accepts the name "L", which was made up by a thirteen year old orphan named B, who gave it to him. He got such from the coffin Lachlan was in, which was listed with a roman numeral. Lachlan also often receives patronizing nicknames, such as "princess" - which he doesn't really mind at all.

AGE: ♱ ♱ PHYSICAL AGE: CHRONOLOGICAL AGE: ♱ ♱ 15 years old 23 years old ♱ ♱ October 31 Scorpio Sun Age is a difficult concept to Lachlan. He doesn't really feel like a fifteen-year-old, likely because he technically isn't one, but since he spent eight years in a coffin, he doesn't really feel like a 23-year-old either. He tries not to think about it too much and if anyone were to ask, he'd probably say that death released him from the concept of age altogether (which is... Probably true).

GENDER:       Nonbinary      ♱      Any pronouns Alright, so - Lachlan doesn't quite live during a time period where gender identity beyond the binary is explored (1890s). Still, he continuously expresses that he doesn't really relate to the idea of being a man more than to being a woman. He also expresses that he'd have no problems with having a female body. He isn't really used to different pronouns outside of make-believe games, but he still likes any pronouns on himself quite a bit. He's a little bummed that he can't let his hair grow longer (since it standardly stays the length it was when he died) - though he already had it a bit longer than usual for boys, so he's still sometimes mistaken for someone assigned female at birth. He does not mind at all. His telepathic voice also sounds a bit more androgynous than his physical voice. SEXUALITY: Lachlan has never experienced actual sexual attraction, nor is he aware that such is unusual - but he does frequently think of others as beautiful ("like a painting"). He likes (sexual) touch within relationships but doesn't necessarily crave it. He's also frequently infatuated with others, or romantically invested in them - he has mostly experienced attraction towards men. Lachlan isn't too sure whether he experiences attraction to women too, but wouldn't be too surprised if such happened one day. He just likes whoever he likes - given that they can keep up with him intellectually. MENTAL HEALTH: Psychology isn't too developed in the 1890s, so there aren't actual terms and such that Lachlan can use to describe his psyche with. Regardless of that, it's obvious that his mental health is... Well. He's a bit of a mess. His identity has always been a bit warped due to his upbringing, but being locked in a coffin for eight years with only telepathy as an out has definitely made his grip on reality weak. Lachlan is prone to severe dissociation and maladaptive daydreaming, as well as seemingly random phases of paranoid delusions. He would definitely be diagnosed with autism in modern times, and potentially also with antisocial personality disorder (ASPD), minus the irritability and anger issues.

PAST: Lachlan was born somewhere between the late 1860s and early 1870s in France as the bastard son of a nobleman and a Japanese immigrant. To save their reputation, Lachlan was brought to a baby farmer in Scotland - who was then arrested for murder of other infants a year later, so he ended up in a more typical orphanage. The owner of this orphanage, Robert Walters, noticed that Lachlan was exceptionally smart for his age, so after a couple of instances that proved this (such as Lachlan inadvertently helping him with stocks), he decided to adopt Lachlan himself. Lachlan was quick to befriend the son of one of Robert's friends (the chief of police), Light, and simultaneously developed an interest in murder mysteries. When he was about twelve years old he began solving small cases together with Light. Things get a bit complicated from here, but it's simplest to explain as follows: Lachlan and Light started secretly dating when they were about fourteen. Light killed a person who was harassing his younger sister. Lachlan discovered and (for a reason he can't fully remember) threatened to tell authorities. Light kills Lachlan. However, for whatever reason, Lachlan wakes up in a coffin in the catacombs only about a week later, without any memories of his life prior at all. Here he stays for about eight years, developing very strong telepathic powers to communicate with both the dead and those alive, as well as regaining some memories of murder cases he'd solved when alive. He is taken out by an orphan, B who works in the mines, and has the ability to hear the dead. SPECIES: ♱      Vampire Lachlan spends a lot of time not exactly knowing what he is, but eventually (correctly) concludes that he is best described as a vampire. He is much more like vampires from folklore than from modern interpretations, though. He was not turned by another vampire, and the most likely explanation for his life after death is as follows: "In Russian folklore, vampires were said to have once been witches or people who had rebelled against the Russian Orthodox Church while they were alive." Lachlan had always been a strange human with exceptional intelligence, which very well may have been signs of raw witchcraft. Such would also explain his telepathy, which is unusual even for vampires. He can't die or age. His body remains in the state it is in currently, and if any of his limbs are cut off, they grow back together when puzzled back like they were previously. Injuries heal automatically. Lachlan is weakened in the sun (which, at first, hurts him too, though it doesn't kill him) or anything considered holy or cleansing, such as holy water, silver, garlic, or certain plants. Vampires also have a severe case of arithmomania which can help prevent them from rising. Staking them with aspen, hawthorn, or oak wood can put them in a coma, preferably by pinning all four limbs down, such as on a crucifix. (Speaking of which, they're scared of those.) Vampires typically feed on human blood only. Lachlan has learned to ignore his hunger due to having been stuck in a coffin for eight years, and this is likely also the reason that he's physically a bit weaker than the average vampire (who are supposed to be stronger and faster than those alive) - making him practically still human aside from his supernatural healing.

are you are you really                        are you really there?

PERSONALITY: ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ POSITIVE TRAITS: ☠ Intelligent ☠ Versatile ☠ Funny ☠ Quick-witted ☠ Eccentric ☠ Studious ☠ Perceptive ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ NEGATIVE TRAITS: ☠ Cheeky ☠ Manipulative ☠ Untrustworthy ☠ Dishonest ☠ Cunning ☠ Smug ☠ Apathetic ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ ♱ X      X      X If you would ask Lachlan to describe himself, he would likely answer with something along the lines of "someone smarter than you". Which is likely true, and something he absolutely believes in, but he's also purposely dodging any depth. Not because he is scared of what is in the deep, but more so because he feels disconnected from himself too much to properly analyze himself. (Which is faintly frustrating, considering how analytical he is!) Despite his lack of a sense of self, he is rather confident - arrogant, really. He knows that he is clever, and that he's funny, and that he can be charming, and it shows in his behavior. Often, his comments border on cocky rather than confident and humorous. He usually gets away with it easily - mostly because he manages to disguise insults as something else, or simply says them behind your back rather than in your face. He's quite sneaky (and incredibly manipulative). Lachlan enjoys learning. Socially, academically - it's all exciting to him. Knowledge makes him happy. Really sitting down to practice a new skill isn't really his thing, but reading up on it and figuring things out on his own can make him a bit giddy. It probably helps that he's good at it. Lachlan is perceptive and has an eye for details (and remembering them). Puzzling is something he enjoys a lot, and he treats many social situations as such too, which can make him a bit whimsical during them. Lachlan fools around a lot, even when entirely inappropriate. It's not just due to his way of speaking that Lachlan comes off as a bit odd, though. He is a bit odd. It can be difficult to fully understand all of his motives, even when there's clearly some sort of method or mechanic that drives him. It's just not entirely clear what said method is - or why. A lot of it is likely because of his proneness to boredom. The world is moving way too slowly for Lachlan to be entertaining, and people even more so, despite their potential to be interesting. Lachlan often has to force himself to remain in the present, quick to drift off into daydreams, analyses, or simply disconnect from the world, both when things become distressing and boring. Lachlan is a strangely paranoid person. He doesn't easily trust others and tends to suspect evil in places where it's not. He lies a lot himself and has the subconscious belief that that's the norm; "surely, no one with brains would be honest, would they?" - still, he likes talking, especially about himself, but dodges topics that make him feel vulnerable or out of control.

♱      ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱ HIGHER       AND HIGHER             WE GO ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱      ♱

APPEARANCE: Lachlan is, what you would call, a "pretty boy" (but make it feral). There is something undeniably dainty and androgynous about him, which he rather likes. He is slightly shorter than average for boys his age, and due to his skinny build (and malnourishment), he's often estimated to be a little younger than he really is. The fact that he has a baby face doesn't help too much. He has large black eyes that contrast sharply with his pale white skin. He perpetually has dark circles around them - possibly due to death, possibly due to insomnia he experienced when alive. He has a small nose and a mouth that generally avoids smiling - though it most definitely can when amused. Lachlan has extremely messy black hair that reaches until about his shoulders. Whether it truly refuses to ever sit right, or if it just needs to be groomed after him having been dead for eight years, is a bit of a mystery - but he looks like he lived in a forest with birds either way. There is an extremely apathetic and dead look to him at all times, often mixed with something strangely childish and mischievous, which makes sense, because... Well. You could dress him in about anything, but he feels the most comfortable in his nightgown (which he was also buried in). He despises any sort of footwear and refuses to wear it. Daywear is allowed, though, as long as he can kick the socks and shoes off. Lachlan personally likes (and feels comfortable) in the color white, but the people dressing him (such as any of his boyfriends) typically make him wear black, because they find it washes him out less. It is also, of course, less prone to get dirty, which is rather convenient. Lachlan doesn't mind any sort of clothing as long as it covers his body.

EXTRA: ♱      SKILLS Lachlan is an excellent detective, as well as quite good at psychology, despite this not being too developed of a science. More than that, he's a great telepath. He can sense people's presence, read minds, send telepathic messages, influence people, hypnotize them, and fully control them. He's also good at astral projection. ♱      HOBBIES Solving murder mysteries, psychoanalyzing evil people, cheating at chess, writing poetry, reading, learning new things. ♱      LIKES Learning, folklore, fairy tales, telepathic conversations, mysteries, Light Yagami, B, insects, cats, stargazing, being outside. ♱      DISLIKES Small spaces, being bored, closeminded people, most adults, bigotry, being ordered around, being looked down on. X      X      X

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BLOODSUCKER!!

[ bericht aangepast op 13 sep 2023 - 23:11 ]

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."

t h e vAmpyrs ♱      a r e      w a k i n g      u p      ♱ S E P T E M B E R - 1 8 - 1 8 9 7 | ENGLAND The body of a young woman is found entangled in an old hawthorn tree. The cause of death is somewhat difficult to decipher due to her state of decomposition, but theories are running like a wild fire - especially due to the signs of mutilation on the corpse. One of the most popular stories among youngsters is that the woman fell victim to a pagan cult's blood rituals, and was left in a hawthorn tree due to the tree's medicinal values by a remorseful member who wanted to save the body at last. A ridiculous theory, of course. Teenagers are prone to make up nonsense and tie unrelated events together. Such as the murder of a woman and the unexplained deaths of livestock all around, all with similar teeth marks that aren't quite of any carnivore that lives in England... It's no more than a fairy tale, really. A grasp for adventure and the macabre.

WHO DO WE PLAY? To be honest, our roles are all over the place, but I'll try to explain the actual plot and character categories anyway! Please don't mind the chaos, my brain is a mess. PLOT: We're in the late Victorian era, and there's a significant rise in murder cases in England specifically. Many of these murder cases seem to have to do with vampire folklore in one way or another; either the creatures themselves, or the paranoia and panic surrounding them. The reason behind this is a little complicated, but can be best described as the fact that time traveling vampires have settled in this decade. England is currently frighteningly close to a crack in the wall separating reality and what lies beyond. This causes... Well, chaos. CHARACTERS: The characters are just about anyone you can make up. We're the people that are trying to make sense of the strange series of events currently taking place. This could range anywhere from a rich noblewoman, to a poor orphan boy, to a vampire hunter, to a corpse that realizes it is no longer dead (and a vampire, now). Any idea is welcome, just make sure to read the vampire lore for this, as well as the information on our current time period. Also, note that vampire folklore is not typically believed in - so if you are to play a vampire hunter, then... Well, you likely got to that idea by yourself.

VAMPIRE LORE The vampires in this roleplay game are slightly closer to the vampire of Slavic and Celtic folklore than most modern vampire interpretations, though the vampires presented can be seen as a spectrum rather than one interpretation only. Some will be more human than others, and you are allowed to pick out the specifics yourself. The most important bit is that vampires feed on human energy/blood. Text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text text

[w.i.p.
won't be an actual roleplay i just am in a vampiric mood]

[ bericht aangepast op 5 nov 2021 - 10:40 ]

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."

reality is broken

WHAT'S THE PLOT? Have you been having strange dreams? Nightmares? REALITY IS AN ORB, AND OUTSIDE OF IT ARE THINGS BEYOND OUR UNDERSTANDING. Our world is a place where time and space make sense. Rules and laws apply. Where there's gravity, heavy objects go. Objects create shadows, for shadows are merely an absence of light. Motion is always fueled by something. Certain heats will turn solid form into liquid, and liquid into gas. These things are simple and predictable–there's no debating on those facts. But beyond the walls of reality, or near the cracks of it, the truth is subjective. Fueled by imagination only. We best know the Unreality (as a few of Those Who Know have dubbed the place) as a state of dreaming–a state of delirium. Creatures (bodiless creatures) like to come and visit our world and use it as a personal playground, much like how we might like to play video games. This is all good and well, until the Khaos Creatures arrive. Khaos Creatures (similar to hackers) try to mess with the laws of Reality, to unravel time and nature into something that it's not. To get to the point: Khaos Creatures have created a weapon to punch holes in our wall of Reality. We call this weapon the Antichrist (due to its similarities with the Biblical figure). It looks human, but it is not, and must be removed as soon as it can be identified to prevent a disastrous fate for everything that lives within the Orb. TL;DR: Our world is a simulation. Angels are players. Demons are hackers. Hackers created the Antichrist. We as humans chosen by either party have to either prevent, or cause Armageddon. Good chance that they were real, and you barely made it out alive! .      .      .      .      .      .      . .      .      .      .      .      .      .

WHO DO WE PLAY? PLEASE READ THE CATEGORY YOU WISH TO PLAY ATTENTIVELY, FOR THEY DIFFER FROM TRADITIONAL INTERPRETATIONS OF ITS SPECIES.             : H U M A N S : Although this may seem a bit plain, it truly doesn't have to be! Humans are, as you'll suspect, well... Like us. However, that does give them a lot of freedom of movement. Humans typically have a high tolerance against effects from cracks (such as Nightmare or Khaos creatures), and they aren't very prone to disillusions either. Of course, the specific tolerance on such thing shall depend on the human in question. Humans can be reached out to be either angels or demons, or they could stumble upon a crack and want to figure out what is going on.             : W I T C H E S : Witches are, realistically, humans–but due to their sensitivity to cracks and otherwordly presences, they're often perceived as something different. Witches can work for angels, demons, or themselves. They have a heightened imagination which makes them powerful when nearby cracks in the wall. Witches may also experience clairvoyance, varied levels of telepathy, luck (or misfortune), and be unnaturally charming (or ugly, depending on the witch in question). Witches can be of any gender. WARNING! The following characters are not actually meant for playing, but they are important to explain in relation to the world and its functions. If you do want to play one of these characters, discuss this first!             : A N G E L S : Angels have two separate categories, fallen and not, but when one is working for angels, we're speaking of those without physical bodies (which are the non-fallen ones). Angels are creatures from behind the walls that attempt to keep these boundaries intact. They are commonly accepted as the creators of Reality as it is now, though we're not actually sure whether this is the case. Either way, they do take care of maintenance. Non-fallen angels can only communicate with humans through omens, dreams, and telepathy, which typically results in them seeking out mostly witches to work with. Non-fallen angels tend to send the same message three times, for that is the number where patterns are usually recognized. They don't often show themselves in human form in those dreams. Around cracks, they can show themselves in a physical form and interact with people, but they'll usually be just as bizarre as the Khaos Creatures they're trying to keep out. (Think of Biblical angels) Fallen angels are "bad angels" who have been trapped within the walls as a punishment. There aren't very many of them, but the general gist of them is that they have been put in a human body and can't bend the laws of reality any longer. However, they cannot die. So, if fallen angels get injured, their body will heal by itself, because death would free them and give them back their position as non-fallen angel. Fallen angels can still use telepathy or send people prophetic dreams, but only twice. Around cracks, fallen angels also gain the ability to bend reality, shapeshift, and other things, but they're unable to leave Reality and will lose these abilities once they are at distance from the crack again.             : D E M O N S : Demons are a broader category than angels, and to be honest, they could look like anything. Demons are also known as "Khaos Creatures", and they are beings from beyond the walls that attempt to break in.

[w.i.p. lol
also not for an actual roleplay, just for a story i'm planning, but layouts make it easier for me bc procrastination]

[ bericht aangepast op 16 nov 2021 - 16:52 ]

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."

they who know

: name : FIRST NAME: LAST NAME: NICKNAME: ALIAS (1): ALIAS (2): Alice Lietta Al Cowen Madsen 9.13.16.15.19.20.5.18 ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ ☠ Noble Just Fair, handsome Twins Imposter Cowen, commonly referred to as "C", goes by many names and aliases. They're not all too used to their legal name anymore, and may have never felt connected to it to begin with - though some friends do call them Al. Most people refer to Cowen with other names and titles, though, such as "the Hermit", "the Oracle", "They Who Know", "Oculus", etcetera. : age : AGE: Gemini Sun ☠ ☠ 14-23 years old Capricorn Rising ☠ ☠ June 12 Scorpio Moon Cowen typically appears as a teenager up to a young adult. Most people who haven't seen them estimate them as older.

: gender :                                                       ☠      AGENDER      ☠      THEY/THEM      ☠ Cowen doesn't really have a gender, but they might present femininely or masculinely regardless. They describe their gender as "imposter" - not quite a girl, and not quite a boy, though they sure might look like either one from time to time. They haven't had much human contact for quite a while, and thus don't really relate to any social constructs much. They just kind of... Exist? If they were to box themselves into gender stereotypes based on their behavior, they would still fall somewhere androgynously - either as a masculine woman or a feminine man. They like feminine aesthetics more than masculine aesthetics, though, because things considered "beautiful" are very quick to be labeled as such. : sexuality : Cowen isn't somebody who experiences attraction very often, and in case of sexual attraction, they don't ever really experience it at all. Gender doesn't play much of a role in who they like, though. They're asexual and demi panromantic. Mostly, they have chemistry with the more recent incarnations of the Antichrist, Prince of Darkness. : species :       ☠      WITCH      ☠ A witch is best explained as a human who is more open towards seeing things beyond the walls of Reality. The closer to cracks or holes in these walls they become, the more powerful they become - though they're often more sensitive to these cracks too, so they might start noticing effects of them much sooner than the average human. Some witches have gifts or curses when away from the cracks as well. Cowen is one of these witches. Their gift (or curse) can best be summarized as "knowledge" in and of itself. Cowen will often gain knowledge about people or objects simply upon touching or meeting them, which can be as little as their current mood, or as much as their deepest secrets - depending on their proximity to a crack as well as the person's guard. (You could see it as a form of involuntary telepathy or extreme psycho analysis) Cowen's most dreaded form of their gift that seems consistent, is their ability to know if someone is going to die soon. They call this "Requiem" or "Memento Mori". As likely expected, their gift also includes clairvoyance (and mild charm magic).

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."

I AM BROKEN. A FOX, A SNAKE. I AM JOEY.

NAME . Joey Mortem De betekenis van Joey is "God zal toenemen". Joey doet niets met deze wetenschap en het boeit het ook totaal niet wat zijn voornaam betekent. Hij vindt het veel leuker om zijn voornaam zo uit te spreken: "Jealous Old Evil Youth". Mortem komt uit het Latijn en betekent "Dood". Joey vindt dit een mooie betekenis en verbergt het ook niet. ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ AGE . Joey was 16 toen hij op Neverland kwam. Hij leeft al een tijdje op Neverland en is oorspronkelijk ook 24. Zijn sterrenbeeld is een Stier. ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠

- "You've killed people in your mind..."
- "Oh, not only in my broken mind, darling."

PERSONALITY . ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ Fantasierijk Zorgzaam Sterk Ambitieus Wijs ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ Sarcastisch Vals Sluw Wraakzuchtig Sadistisch Joey laat meestal zijn slechte kanten zien die zijn ontwikkeld door zijn verleden. Hij vind het geweldig andere pijn te doen, fysiek maar vooral mentaal. Hij doorziet mensen snel op hun zwaktes en je moet ook uitkijken wat je tegen hem zegt want hij kan een gevatte opmerking terug geven. Hij is niet bang om problemen te krijgen door wat hij zegt. Integendeel, hij vind negatieve aandacht zelfs leuk. Veel mensen zien hem als een Vos of een Slang. Hij is dat gaan geloven. Toch heeft Joey ook positieve eigenschappen, alleen verbergt hij die, diep, diep vanbinnen. Hij houdt enorm veel van lezen en heeft een rijke fantasie. Vaak doet Joey zich voor alsof hij dom is, om op een moment waarop mensen denken dat het hem toch niet gaat lukken, iedereen kan verassen. Joey heeft een groot verantwoordelijkheid gevoel. Vooral voor zijn kleinere zusje Leslie [Die op dit moment nog thuis bij zijn stiefvader / moeder zit]. Hij mist haar wel maar laat dat niet merken. Daar word je zwak van.

APPEARANCE . - Bruin haar - Lichte huidskleur - Blauwe ogen - Lang Joey heeft niet het gevoel dat er iets mis met zijn lichaam is. Hij is blij met zijn uiterlijk en vind zichzelf stiekem best knap. Dat zou hij nooit tegen iemand zeggen, hij zou überhaupt niet over zijn uiterlijk beginnen waar iemand bij zou zijn. ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖

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PAST . TRIGGER WARNING!!!!! ABUSE, BULLYING Joey is toen hij 9 werd met Leslie naar de mensenwereld vertrokken omdat zijn vader, Dail, enorm bezeten werd door een demon en daarom een gevaar vormde voor Joey en Leslie. Joey had het nooit leuk bij zijn vader terwijl de vierjarige Max Jones, de zoon van de vijand van zijn vader, het wel leuk had thuis. Joey werd jaloers en nog voordat hij en Leslie vertrokken naar de echte wereld nam hij Max mee en legde hem voor de deur van een random huis in Intertown. Zelf werd hij ook bij een familie geplaatst samen met Leslie. Jammergenoeg voor Joey en Leslie kwamen hun terecht in een gezin die bijna even erg was als Dail. Ze sloegen, scholden en sloten de kinderen buiten. Joey deed erg beschermend over zijn 3 jaar jongere zusje terwijl hij op school elke dag in elkaar werd geslagen door pesters. Zijn pleeg ouders deden er niets aan, integendeel, ze sloegen Joey en Leslie ook. Daardoor is de eigenschap, sterk, ontwikkeld. Joey heeft geleerd om zijn zwaktes af te sluiten zodat de pesters hem niets meer konden doen. Joey was toen hij 16 was weggelopen voor 2 jaar, de eerste 2 maanden zonder Leslie, daarna kwam hij terug om haar ook mee te nemen. Toen ze weer thuis kwamen schonken de ouders er weinig aandacht aan, in het begin erg boos, maar eigenlijk hadden zijn ouders hem niet gemist.

FEARS . - Faalangst Joey is bang om uitgelachen te worden wanneer hij iets fout doet en heeft daarom ook grote hekel aan een presentatie houden. Hij zou er alles tegen doen om te vermijden om voor een grote groep mensen iets informatiefs te vertellen. Als het gaat om zijn eigen 'Evil' plannen is het een ander verhaal. - Gepest worden Joey is vroeger erg gepest en heeft naar ook trauma's aan over gehouden. Hij praat er niet meer over maar voelt zich nog altijd zwak als hij een van die pesters tegen komt, terwijl hij weet dat hij nu sterker is. - Zwak zijn Hij heeft altijd geleerd dat zwak zijn slecht is. Joey is gepest en geslagen. Wanneer zijn zwaktes naar boven werden gehaald werd het altijd erger. Zijn zusje was altijd een zwakte voor hem geweest, maar toen ook zij naar school ging en werd gepest om Joey pijn te doen heeft hij alle zwaktes uit gezet. - Lief hebben Lief hebben is een ander woord voor Zwak zijn. Want door liefde word je zwak. Je denkt dat je iemand moet beschermen en dat gaat van jezelf af. - Geliefd worden Als je geliefd word kan jij ook iemand terug lief hebben. Joey wil door niemand geliefd worden omdat hij dan bang is om het persoon ooit een keer Lief te hebben.

I WANT TO BE A GOD

Kill one man, a murderer. ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ Kill a million men, a conquerer. ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ Kill them all, a god.

RELATIONS . Vrienden | Joey wil geen vrienden omdat het dan zwaktes van hem worden. Liefde | Joey zegt dat hij liefde haat. En dat doet hij ook. Maar als je diep in hem kijkt, zie je dat er toch iets voor een meisje begint te groeien. Héél langzaam.

RELATED . - Vader | Dail Mortem Joey haat zijn vader. Hij wil hem nooit meer vergeven over wat hij Joey en zijn zusje heeft aangedaan. - Moeder | Onbekend Joey kent zijn moeder niet en heeft daar ook geen problemen mee. - Broer | Odin | Dean Joey kent Odin niet goed. Odin is weggelopen toen Joey 5 was en heeft vervolgens zijn naam veranderd naar Dean. - Zus | Leslie Leslie betekent voor Joey enorm veel. Toch laat hij dat niet altijd merken. Leslie woont nog bij zijn stiefouders. ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖ ✖

WEAPONS . - Kracht We kunnen niet zeggen dat Joey niet sterk is. Hij kan wel degelijk zware dingen tillen, maar echt zo sterk dat je denkt dat je nooit van hem zou kunnen winnen met een gevecht is hij niet. Fysieke kracht is niet Joey's sterkste punt. - Tastbaar Joey heeft een ding wat tastbaar is waar hij goed mee om kan gaan. Dat is een werpdolk. Joey kan goed en met beleid gooien en ook raken. Hij gebruikt het niet vaak maar voor het geval dat kan hij het wel. - Stem Joey kan mensen goed mentaal beschadigen en dat doet hij dan ook graag. Hij zoekt de zwakke plekken van de tegenstanders snel op en praat er op een sluwe manier over. Joey's beste wapen is zijn stem. - Magie Joey heeft geen magie maar kan zich prima verdedigen. Hij heeft er geen problemen mee dat hij geen magie heeft.

EXTRA . - Lievingsboek | Kroonsz Joey vind het fascinerend op te lezen hoe een jongen zijn ziel aan zijn vader geeft en voor eeuwig blijft leven zonder dat hij dat wil. - Lievelingssprookje | De zeven raven Joey houd veel van raven en vind het een mooie verhaallijn. - Lievelingsdier | Zwarte raaf Raven zijn vrij, ze kunnen vliegen, gaan waarheen ze willen. Ook zijn ze zwart. Wat wil je nog meer? - Lievelingskleur | Zwart / Grijs Een Duistere kleur vind Joey het mooist. ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ ✖ ☠ - "I just want to know what's going on inside your mind, so I can br▇▇k you."

layout was finished on 21 dec 2021 - 14:37
2024 edit to fix it with qreaties' new way of handling big letters so it can be seen in its formal glory

[ bericht aangepast op 22 sep 2024 - 18:06 ]

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."

Ik reageer nu maar gewoon in openbaar, maar omg yess DE LAY-OUT IS ZO MOOOIII WOW hoe heb je hem er cool uit laten zien hahah
ik kan er niets aan doen maar ik cringe van de teksten en ook wel de quotes want ja, oef wat dacht ik toen, zo quirkyy hahah (en omg de originele versie hahaha oh nee ik was er toen ook nog zo trots op hahha waarom)
maar omfg die afbeeldingen hoe dan nee wat i love it, echt heeeel mooi, die Dead ook door alles heen, op die manier de lay-out overlapping te gebruiken, yes

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het is Schoonheid zelf op zichzelf eeuwig eenvormig met zichzelf [Plato, Symposium, 211b]

ChiIdhood schreef:
Ik reageer nu maar gewoon in openbaar, maar omg yess DE LAY-OUT IS ZO MOOOIII WOW hoe heb je hem er cool uit laten zien hahah
ik kan er niets aan doen maar ik cringe van de teksten en ook wel de quotes want ja, oef wat dacht ik toen, zo quirkyy hahah (en omg de originele versie hahaha oh nee ik was er toen ook nog zo trots op hahha waarom)
maar omfg die afbeeldingen hoe dan nee wat i love it, echt heeeel mooi, die Dead ook door alles heen, op die manier de lay-out overlapping te gebruiken, yes

AAAAAAAAAAA THANK YOUUUUUUUU
op zich was hij niet super moeilijk zodra ik een andere aesthetic had gevonden dan grijs (want dat gaf hem enorme "aesthetic (maar niet echt)" 2014 tumblr user vibes) - like hij is duidelijk gemaakt door een jong iemand maar het geeft hem ook wel een soort jeugdige disturbed edgelord vibe? dus was het verder voornamelijk een kwestie van zorgen dat de quotes zo opgeschreven werden dat er nadruk op de juiste stukken tekst lag zeg maar (+ moderne/twintigste eeuw kunst & tv vibes want dat geeft "ik ben geobsedeerd met de tweede wereldoorlog op een fucked up manier" vibes idk i thought it was fitting)
tbh denk ik dat hij herschreven best kan werken ngl juist ook omdat hij zichzelf als cooler ziet dan de lezers hkgjhfgjkhg

maar ik cringe ook bij mijn eigen oude dingen which is why i haven't put those files in a new layout because noooooooooooo ewwwwww

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."

Eventjes MT! Ik ga hier vanavond tijdens werk of morgen na het werken even op terug komen

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Borahae.

Mochimchim schreef:
Eventjes MT! Ik ga hier vanavond tijdens werk of morgen na het werken even op terug komen

omg spannend

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."

THE HORROR OF WHAT HAPPENED TO EDWIN GREENWOOD

KILL.HER!

.      .      .      .      .      .      .      .      .      . NAME: ✚      Mallory Todd / Mal / Nannie Philips / Horror Her full legal name is Mallory (unhappy, unlucky) Todd (fox). Sometimes, this is shortened to Mal (bad), but generally, she uses her full name to refer to herself. She temporarily uses an alias: Nannie (God favors me) Philips (fond of horses), when she has ran away from home. This alias was made up by Clodwal Philips. The only other name that Mallory genuinely uses for herself, is Horror. This comes from two separate sources. Firstly, from the title of a news article reporting a murder she committed ("The Horror of What Happened To Edwin Greenwood"), and secondly, due to her fondness of vampire comics. AGE: ✚      17 years old, May 27 1977 ✚      Gemini Sun, Scorpio Rising, Scorpio Moon Whether Mallory is mature for her age is up for debate. Mostly, she embodies the stereotype of being an incredibly angry teenager who hates their parents and the government and society as a whole because she hasn't learned nuance yet. .      .      .      .      .      .      .      .      .      .

GENDER: ✚      Mallory Todd / Mal / Nannie Philips / Horror Her full legal name is Mallory (unhappy, unlucky) Todd (fox). Sometimes, this is shortened to Mal (bad), but generally, she uses her full name to refer to herself. She temporarily uses an alias: Nannie (God favors me) Philips (fond of horses), when she has ran away from home. This alias was made up by Clodwal Philips. The only other name that Mallory genuinely uses for herself, is Horror. This comes from two separate sources. Firstly, from the title of a news article reporting a murder she committed ("The Horror of What Happened To Edwin Greenwood"), and secondly, due to her fondness of vampire comics. SEXUALITY: ✚      17 years old, May 27 1977 ✚      Gemini Sun, Scorpio Rising, Scorpio Moon Whether Mallory is mature for her age is up for debate. Mostly, she embodies the stereotype of being an incredibly angry teenager who hates their parents and the government and society as a whole because she hasn't learned nuance yet. SPECIES: ✚      17 years old, May 27 1977 ✚      Gemini Sun, Scorpio Rising, Scorpio Moon Whether Mallory is mature for her age is up for debate. Mostly, she embodies the stereotype of being an incredibly angry teenager who hates their parents and the government and society as a whole because she hasn't learned nuance yet.

W.I.P.

[ bericht aangepast op 27 dec 2021 - 14:51 ]

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."

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[ bericht aangepast op 30 aug 2023 - 18:12 ]

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"I have love in me the likes of which you can scarcely imagine and rage the likes of which you would not believe."